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~认识自我~ 我， 享受沉默， 享受孤独， 享受没有爱情的生活。 骗人的。 我， 喜欢喧闹， 喜欢热闹， 喜欢充满爱火花的生活。 也是骗人的。 你认为你现在看到的我， 是真正的我吗？ 或许你错了。 ~单纯的话语~ ~友情可贵~
神经病~~Ying•姐~~ ChocolatE~~ YvonnE~~ Z•Ying~~ K•WeI~~ CarsoN~~ JohnsoN~~ NicK~~ TristaN~~ Jo•Ee~~ C•YeE~~ JoannE~~ C•LinG~~ JezreeL~~ S•PenG~~ ~回忆过去~
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phew~~~ time passes veli fast.... exam is already over.... finally can hav some rest.... but not now.... cos still hav to go tuition later.... haiz.... from subang to kl.... wat a far distance.... anyway.... it is my choice..... i like to hav tuition over there.... it is because of 3 reason.... 1. the students over there r really quiet when teacher teaching...wat a good place for study.... 2.the way of the teacher teach can make me understand.... 3.no homework..... n another additional reason.... because there got many leng lui~~~~ hahax~~~~ just joking oni nia~~~ ok...a short update for today.... chao~~~ zZzZzZzZ....... feel like sleeping the whole day.... but its impossible.... i cant even sleep until the sun arise for the whole week..... n last saturday just went to the CHS CAMPFIRE.... quite suck.....not like the last two years.....is much better than this time.... among the performance....i like 2 of it oni... one is the cheerleading.... another one is the chinese drum..... is much better than the ROCK band.....suck la....just noe how to shout..... not like rock oso..... feel so bored n tiring..... after went home.....then sleep for abt 5-6 hours.... woke up again for tuition...... zZzZzZzZzZ..... wat a busy week~~~~ haiz.... for now.... i oni got one wish..... is to sleep without setting alarm..... sleep until the sunrise..... that's all....... zZzZzZzZzZ~~~~~~ 在我眼里..... 你只是一个正在担演着一个角色的人..... 记得......你是在“担演”...... 你仿佛就只是在背着担演这个角色的责任..... 你并没有真正的演活了这个角色..... 没有演活这个角色所应该有的特点..... 简单一句来讲...... "从现在起，你在我的眼里......你只是......" "零" 今天，学校举办了"road run"。。。。 不懂为什么，今年特别有那个想要跑的感觉。。。。 早上整六点多起点就到了学校。。。。 跟双son会合后，轮到老师讲废话。。。。 做做热身运动，然后就在一边等着road run的开始。。。。 就在女生开跑一段时间后，才轮到我们男生“隆重登场”。。。。 站在开跑线上，我跟自己说。。。。 “没有止步的一刻，只有不断的跑~~~” 哨声一响。。。。开跑啦！！！！ 经过上一年的经历后。。。。 我决定在这年采取慢跑的策略。。。。 才开跑没多久，肚子就开始隐隐作痛了。。。。 “忍，我忍。。。。” 慢慢就变得越跑越顺了。。。。 跑过了最后一个转角后。。。。 我看着前面的路。。。。学校就在眼前。。。。 脑海里一直浮现着~~~~ “停下来啦！！！学校已经靠近了，你不用再勉强自己了。。。。停下来慢慢走吧！！！” 就是这一个。。。。不断地出现。。。。 虽然如此，已有另外一个同时浮现在我脑海里。。。。 “不要放弃！！！你的目标就是不要停下来，不断地跑，继续跑下去，一定要坚持自己的信念！！！” 我被这两回事搞得我心烦意乱。。。。仿佛专心不了。。。。 但，到了最后。。。。 我选择坚持~~~~ 坚持跑下去。。。。 到最后，总算没放弃自己的目标。。。。 拿了个第十三。。。。 另外一件值得开心的是，我们的4NEKAD还真的不赖。。。。 在二十名以内，至少有八至九位。。。。 NEKAD roxx！！！！ 经过了这一个“road run”后。。。。 我领悟到，这个“road run”除了算是一个运动以外。。。。 一是一个训练学生意志力的活动。。。。 要不然就放弃。。。。 要不然就坚持到底。。。。 完成自己的目标。。。。 结论~~~~ 我要再为明年冲啊！！！！！！！  七点五十一分的天空。。。。 傍晚时分的太阳仍在下山。。。。 这是我不常看见的画面。。。。 所以突发奇想的拍了下来。。。。 总觉得这个画面很美。。。。 看起来可以像是太阳正在升起，或者像是日落。。。。 看了这个画面，我整个人突然间松了下来。。。。 仿佛不再被各方面而来的压力重重的压在身上。。。。 好轻松，好轻松~~~~ 本来在这之前。。。。 我是打算写一个标题为“愤怒”的blog。。。。 但我改变主意了。。。。 就是这个画面。。。。我的愤怒仿佛被消除了。。。。 不再带有怨恨，不再带有愤怒。。。。 稍微看开了。。。。 我希望自己真的是看开了~~~~ ....... haiz...... haizzzzz....... haizzzzzzzzzzzz....... these days i felt really stress ah..... stress is from everywhere.... from family..... from school..... dad n mum keep on saying..... "must study hard ah.....get good results.....then oni can go universiti....." i heard this kind of things for duno how many times ady......until i cant count.... homework from school.....subjects like addmaths......is like getting harder n harder..... think until my brain oso stucked ady..... n for now..... not much time to think abt playing.... not much time to sleep..... n..... NO TIME TO THINK ABT LOVE AT ALL!!!!!!!!!! actually is good oso la.... i m that kind of ppl that need someone to push me oni i can move de..... just hope that the stress wont be getting more n more.... oh ya.... today pn sasni told us abt the 'kedudukan' in class.... one thing that i cant believe is.... i got 8th place in the class..... i oni got 2a's....n one failed.... i really didnt think abt top 10 in class de..... but its true...... haiz.... i got nth to say abt it.... but i din feel happy at all lo.... duno y.... okay.... hari terbuka this friday.... hope that my mum wont 'shoot' me gao gao as pn sasni said.... "kena M16 from mother...." haha.... that's all for now lo... chao~~~ |